and y i jus cnt seem to hav time wid him.
guess he's jus too bz.
dis 2 wks holiday i hav
was not how i wanted it to be.
its bad. real bad.
dying love
♥
Thursday, November 30, 2006
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it amazed me how much i miss him
and y i jus cnt seem to hav time wid him.
guess he's jus too bz.
dis 2 wks holiday i hav
was not how i wanted it to be.
its bad. real bad.
and y i jus cnt seem to hav time wid him.
guess he's jus too bz.
dis 2 wks holiday i hav
was not how i wanted it to be.
its bad. real bad.
♥
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
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life is never fair..
esp love.
i guess i meant mine.
*sigh*
esp love.
i guess i meant mine.
*sigh*
dying love
♥
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
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pics pics pics!!
my cuz wedding.. take a look!
and guess who came dwn too??
yeah!! my baby.. amazing huh?
my cuz wedding.. take a look!
and guess who came dwn too??
yeah!! my baby.. amazing huh?
dying love
♥
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
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i always thot i was e only person hurt by love.
but i realise dis....
der are lots more othas dat are hurt by love.
guys.. gurls.. but dey kept on going.
and i realised...
why cnt i.
but i realise dis....
der are lots more othas dat are hurt by love.
guys.. gurls.. but dey kept on going.
and i realised...
why cnt i.
dying love
♥
♥
oh my gawd..
look @ my pic!!
look @ my eyebag!!
its huge!!
arrgghhh!!!!!
look @ my pic!!
look @ my eyebag!!
its huge!!
arrgghhh!!!!!
dying love
♥
♥
hav u ever wonder..
whether he relly did call his uncle
when he told u he wud?
hav u ever wonder..
whether he relly was sleeping
when he said he was but called u
few hrs after, saying he cudnt sleep..
i did.
wad was playing in my mind when
he said he wana cal his uncle was..
"is he relly calling his uncle or is he
calling anotha woman?"
wad was playing in my mind when
he said he wana slp at 9pm but called
me after a few hrs was.....
"was he relly sleeping or was he actually
talking on e phone wid anotha woman
jus now and dats y he's calling me nw?"
haiz.. i wonder..
i wonder when i wud stop having dis
feelings and when wud i start believing
him again..
whether he relly did call his uncle
when he told u he wud?
hav u ever wonder..
whether he relly was sleeping
when he said he was but called u
few hrs after, saying he cudnt sleep..
i did.
wad was playing in my mind when
he said he wana cal his uncle was..
"is he relly calling his uncle or is he
calling anotha woman?"
wad was playing in my mind when
he said he wana slp at 9pm but called
me after a few hrs was.....
"was he relly sleeping or was he actually
talking on e phone wid anotha woman
jus now and dats y he's calling me nw?"
haiz.. i wonder..
i wonder when i wud stop having dis
feelings and when wud i start believing
him again..
dying love
♥
♥
be patient.
learn to trust.
give in.
wait.
dats wad i wud do nw.
learn to trust.
give in.
wait.
dats wad i wud do nw.
dying love
♥
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
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having 2 wks break while im broke.
jus great.
so gues i'll be staying hm fer quite
a while. boredom.
so dats y i jus had to change my blog layout.
and dis is it now. i like it. simple.
my cuz is getting married.
and she's 30 plus aredy. at last.
well happy fer her.
and she's leaving to brunei wid her hubby
after marriage. sedih siak.
bcuz we dun always see each otha.
and now she's leaving. haiyah..
im tired. gotta go get some nap.
bye!
jus great.
so gues i'll be staying hm fer quite
a while. boredom.
so dats y i jus had to change my blog layout.
and dis is it now. i like it. simple.
my cuz is getting married.
and she's 30 plus aredy. at last.
well happy fer her.
and she's leaving to brunei wid her hubby
after marriage. sedih siak.
bcuz we dun always see each otha.
and now she's leaving. haiyah..
im tired. gotta go get some nap.
bye!
dying love
♥
♥
3 plus pm..
i went online on msn.
gues wad shocked me wen i came online?
man's nick says he's online. uh??
called him up. says he's @ werk.
two tings.
he's relly @ werk bcuz he horned his forklift.
it cud be somebody else using his msn acct.
and who cud dat be? farked up. i noe.
i got suspicious & asked him repeatedly wads gg on.
obviously he doesnt noe wads gg on.
and dat got him angry and we hang up.
abt de whoeva arsehole dats using my baby's msn acct..
i pm asking who de heck was using it.
obviously no one ans. damn. wtf.
jus ans lar right. stoopid sia.
love to see us argue wid each otha noe.
bloody hell.
nvm.
im gonna find out wads gg on fer sure.
damn sure im not gonna sit tight knowing someone's
trying to break us up.
hopefully its not somebody i noe of.
all de best to me.
i went online on msn.
gues wad shocked me wen i came online?
man's nick says he's online. uh??
called him up. says he's @ werk.
two tings.
he's relly @ werk bcuz he horned his forklift.
it cud be somebody else using his msn acct.
and who cud dat be? farked up. i noe.
i got suspicious & asked him repeatedly wads gg on.
obviously he doesnt noe wads gg on.
and dat got him angry and we hang up.
abt de whoeva arsehole dats using my baby's msn acct..
i pm asking who de heck was using it.
obviously no one ans. damn. wtf.
jus ans lar right. stoopid sia.
love to see us argue wid each otha noe.
bloody hell.
nvm.
im gonna find out wads gg on fer sure.
damn sure im not gonna sit tight knowing someone's
trying to break us up.
hopefully its not somebody i noe of.
all de best to me.
dying love
♥
Friday, November 10, 2006
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is it a shame dat i am attached to u?
does being my bf brings shame to u and ur life?
den y are u not telling em im ur gurl?
ur not even trying..
y are u not appreciating all de nice testimonials i gav?
i made dem specially for u wid effects and all..
dey're jus for u. dey're special. y r u achamed to display
em on ur profile? are dey nt gd enuf fer u?
i've done my best at least. tho its someting small its from
my big heart. y arent u appreciating em. at least show me
some form of appreciation..
u din. y..
if all dis is a shame..
den dun be wid me.
dun make me feel dis way.
pls..
does being my bf brings shame to u and ur life?
den y are u not telling em im ur gurl?
ur not even trying..
y are u not appreciating all de nice testimonials i gav?
i made dem specially for u wid effects and all..
dey're jus for u. dey're special. y r u achamed to display
em on ur profile? are dey nt gd enuf fer u?
i've done my best at least. tho its someting small its from
my big heart. y arent u appreciating em. at least show me
some form of appreciation..
u din. y..
if all dis is a shame..
den dun be wid me.
dun make me feel dis way.
pls..
dying love
♥
Friday, November 03, 2006
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u'll never noe how im disappointed wid wad ur doing..
u'll never tink wad ur doing is wrong.. u always tink its right.
u'll never noe wad u did hurt me deep. u always tink its ok.
u'll never be able to gimme gd explanations.. ever.
im almost getting sick and tired of moulding u into
somebody better.. i noe u dun relly want to
despite wadeva u promised me.
im trying and trying and ur two-facing evryting..
damn im tired.
if u dun like wadeva u hav right now, even me,
please jus leave and start a new life..
throw away our memories. it nvr meant anyting anyway.
throw me away.. i was nvr gd enuf for u anyhow.
i'll be fine. and u'll be free..
p.s: pls... dun leave me clinging onto any hope
that can nvr happen. pls.
u'll never tink wad ur doing is wrong.. u always tink its right.
u'll never noe wad u did hurt me deep. u always tink its ok.
u'll never be able to gimme gd explanations.. ever.
im almost getting sick and tired of moulding u into
somebody better.. i noe u dun relly want to
despite wadeva u promised me.
im trying and trying and ur two-facing evryting..
damn im tired.
if u dun like wadeva u hav right now, even me,
please jus leave and start a new life..
throw away our memories. it nvr meant anyting anyway.
throw me away.. i was nvr gd enuf for u anyhow.
i'll be fine. and u'll be free..
p.s: pls... dun leave me clinging onto any hope
that can nvr happen. pls.
dying love