have u ever felt thos butterflies-in-ur-stomach feelings
whenever he says "im gg to sleep now.", when it was stil
too early to do so? have u?
have u ever been in a situation where ur mind kept
telling u "he's cheating u right now" but ur heart says
"no he loves u. he said it himself."?
have u ever been in a situation where a part of u jus wana
call him right now and shout at him for being a bad liar but
in the other u jus dun wana hurt him?
have u ever wished dat u cud have the power to watch
what ever he's doing every minute evry second every day
so u cud noe the truth?
have u ever felt like giving up but u din cuz a small part
of u says he'll change? have u?
i have. always have. always wil. even at dis moment
that im typing dis.. right now.
i feel.. he's cheating me.
dying love