when wud it stop and go my way, the way i want it to be?
sometimes regrets overcome me.. but why do i stil go on life like dis?
my trust fading. my love fading. my feelings changed. but i stil hang on. y?
no answers. i've no answers. suspicions. lies. deceits. dats all i see in him. y?
he cares not for me anymore. his love is not to me anymore. lies. all lies.
evry night crying tires me. makes me sick. and i wished it wud stop. at least one night w/o tears.
i wished i cud make it stop. evrytime i turn back my tears are sure to pour again one day. guaranteed.
im expressing how i feel here bcuz i've no one to express it to.
its sad i know. but as i say. pple hav changed. even me myself.
will it ever change to the way i want it to change?
will it ever stay dat way?
i've no answers. im stil looking.
but im beginning to get tired.
dying love