YOUR.JULIET - Just Let Me Fall

♥ Sunday, October 29, 2006 ♥

have u ever felt that he's cheating u?

have u ever felt thos butterflies-in-ur-stomach feelings
whenever he says "im gg to sleep now.", when it was stil
too early to do so? have u?

have u ever been in a situation where ur mind kept
telling u "he's cheating u right now" but ur heart says
"no he loves u. he said it himself."?

have u ever been in a situation where a part of u jus wana
call him right now and shout at him for being a bad liar but
in the other u jus dun wana hurt him?

have u ever wished dat u cud have the power to watch
what ever he's doing every minute evry second every day
so u cud noe the truth?

have u ever felt like giving up but u din cuz a small part
of u says he'll change? have u?

i have. always have. always wil. even at dis moment
that im typing dis.. right now.
i feel.. he's cheating me.

dying love

♥ Monday, October 16, 2006 ♥

its over.
nothing to talk about.
period.

dying love

♥ ♥

guys.
dey'd do anything to get u.
but leave when dey do.
i dun fucking understand dem.

dying love

♥ Sunday, October 08, 2006 ♥

why do i get hurt over and over again?
when wud it stop and go my way, the way i want it to be?
sometimes regrets overcome me.. but why do i stil go on life like dis?

my trust fading. my love fading. my feelings changed. but i stil hang on. y?
no answers. i've no answers. suspicions. lies. deceits. dats all i see in him. y?
he cares not for me anymore. his love is not to me anymore. lies. all lies.
evry night crying tires me. makes me sick. and i wished it wud stop. at least one night w/o tears.
i wished i cud make it stop. evrytime i turn back my tears are sure to pour again one day. guaranteed.
im expressing how i feel here bcuz i've no one to express it to.
its sad i know. but as i say. pple hav changed. even me myself.

will it ever change to the way i want it to change?
will it ever stay dat way?
i've no answers. im stil looking.
but im beginning to get tired.

dying love