i didnt do it on purpose. i said dat one werd he despise. and all has changed.
he hated me. had a tattoo done. turned me into a stranger. and had no more love fer me too? i dunno. my mistake.
if only i cud turned back e tyme. i wud hav been derre wid him. for him. i wud hav done all dat i cud to save him from his past. if only i cud hav dat one chance to turn evrything back to normal.. i wud.
baby..
im sorry to cause all dis pain. im sorry to hav cause all dis mess. forgive me. mayb now u hav no more faith in me, in us. but i stil do. mayb now u hav no more love fer me like u did. but i stil love u. as always.
ur changing. and i cant seem to find a way to clear things out wid u. u seem to hav put me way aside from ur life. mayb i can understand y. but its hard if u wudnt say a werd to me. i know ur trying to avoid me. i dun blame u. at all.
i've been thinking very hard. wad can i do? wad shud i do? i havent find a way out but im stil looking.
im jus not myself anymore. i need u.
dying love