"jus."
"jus? suke2 per?"
"do i need to hav a reason to cal u?"
"yah. u do. since today u need to hav a reason if u wana cal me." dat was a shocking thing to hear from him. tears of mine roll down my face. my mouth went shut for a moment. is dis fer real?
"r u crying?"
"nope.."
"ey, i was jus joking k." my heart started beating again. relieved.
met him. stil had his tongue barbell on. i wonder.. is he stil who he is? never mind. evrytime my eye caught sight of his new tattoo.. my heart fell. i feel so guilty. very guilty. his tattoo was bad. i almost felt like shedding tears. but i held on til i was far from him. i jus cudnt. i jus cudnt let him see my tears.
even so.. it was a relief. getting to meet him after so much, after so long. i was happy, sad, and evry feeling i ever had.
looking back on all e history we both had. e msn conversations we had. e fights and quarrels we had online. e happiest moments we had online. it made me see one thing. one thing i missed out all dis while. i was selfish.
i regret. i really hav. if god cud giv me one more chance to begin a new life wid him, i'd be more den happy. how i wished.
dying love