he had been very very short tempered lately. these days.. for small small things he wud ignore me for e rest of e day. for small small things he wud drag it and turned it big. wad's wrong wid him? i dunno.. all i did was blame myself for his change in behaviour. haiz..
i dun even know if he cares abt me anymore. i dun even know if he stil loves me like before. i doubt all dat. i really do. dis feeling of awkwardness.. argh! its killing me! its jus feels so strange now. i cant seem to face him like before again.. y!? oh god..
dreamt last nyte.. its hard to describe tho. had a dream e nyte after we had e biggest fyte, dat caused dis mess we're having ryte now. are all these dreams trynna tell me something? are they trynna tell me wad i hafta do? or are they trynna tell me wad's gonna happen?
he seem to be running away from dis one question of mine.. "do u stil love me?" its like he doesnt wana answer it. *sigh*
i jus hope i cud figure out wad these dreams are trying to tell me. and wad does it got to do wid dis mess..
dying love