for the company u provided me during the chalet. the 3 days was so memorable for me. i hope it was for u too. tho we had arguments..
im so sorry..
for i had not been a wife to u like i promised. i had been a bad ass, i know. im jus being too childish. i know. u made me realised how selfish i hav been to u. how self-centered i am all dis while. how i hav hurt u without even realising it was my fault. i dun deserve ur love and all the sacrifices u hav made for me.. for us. i dun deserve someone as patient and as a loving as u to love me. ur jus too good for me. baby.. im so sorry
i must hav been the worst and most hard-headed girlfriend u ever had, huh? i must hav been such a pain in the ass. it must hav been hard on u, ryte? *sigh* i hav been such a burden to u. im jus so difficult for u. am i ryte?
i kept staring into ur face last nyte while u were asleep. i kept asking myself why.. why didnt i appreciate u like how u deserved to be? why didnt i treat u well like how u treated me? why am i so bad to u? why cant i love u the way u love me? why cant i jus see that u hav been very lenient and nice to me? why cant i jus appreciate all the things u hav done for me? baby.. i feel so bad.
dying love